I Never Opened Myself This Way . . Si tout arrive pour une raison... . Alors, pourquoi est-ce arrivé? .

[I can't no longer pretend nothing happened. I never opened myself this way to anyone like i did with you. It hurts, it hurts believe me...
Trust me, even if it hurts, I'm gonna forget you, Manu, but I'll never, never, never forgive you for what you've done.]

[I just can't pretend. I feel like i'm alone in this fight. And i don't wanna be alone anymore. I'm sorry for all those lies, i'm sorry, i'm not strong enough. I thought you were the only one to help me. I was wrong. Even if i will never know why he did what he did. Even if it will always be in me, a big scar, an opened one, a bloody one. Even if i will always have those nightmares, even if i will always be scared, i'm gonna fight until the end. I'm gonna find a new shoulder to cry on, i'm gonna find the will to let myself go.
I don't believe in me, and I hate my present but i still believe in tomorrow. I still hope that everything's gonna be allright. This fucking hope... I don't know if you can imagine the pain i'm going through...]

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Titre: ♫ Nothing Else Matters - Metallica // listen // lyrics
Video: American History X, music de Dashboard Prophets - Ballad for Dead Friends // lyrics

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# Posté le vendredi 23 novembre 2007 18:38

Modifié le jeudi 13 décembre 2007 11:25

You Say You're Looking For Happiness But When It Comes You Runaway From It You Tell Yourself You Don't Deserve It

Une chanson, une simple chanson... presque écrite pour moi...

You know it tears me up inside
To see the feelings that you hide
Hide inside that empty bottle
I wish you saw how great you were
I wish you saw that life was worth
You would't have to hide your problems

And I don't care what you might think
I think you've had too much to drink
Can even talk when you're this way

Runaway, runaway
But that won't make it any better
Runaway, runaway
And make tomorrow
Harder to live than today

There's so much out there you could miss
There's so much life out there to live
If you would just believe in yourself
You know you're better than all of this
You know you've got so much to give
But you're so afraid to give of yourself

And I don't care what you might think
I think you've had too much to drink
Can even talk when you're this way

Runaway, runaway
But that won't make it any better
Runaway, runaway
And make tomorrow
Harder to live than today

There's a bright light shining inside you
It shines out through your eyes
Don't drown it away, don't be afraid
Don't hide
Let it shine
Let it shine

You say you're looking for happiness
But when it comes, you runaway from it
You tell yourself you don't deserve it
There's not much more that I can do
Now the rest is up to you
Until you love yourself, you'll never change

Runaway, runaway
But that won't make it any better
Runaway, runaway
And make tomorrow
Harder to live than today

You'll keep on running
Until you deal with today


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à mon tour...
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# Posté le mercredi 14 novembre 2007 17:32

Modifié le lundi 17 décembre 2007 12:33

_______________________ I Will Remember You... Will You Remember Me? ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯

_______________________ I Will Remember You... Will You Remember Me? ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯
For the people I met overthere

Miss you guys...

=> Let me take you there <=

USA 2007


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Une bonne tite video à voir sur notre cas....

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# Posté le vendredi 09 novembre 2007 10:16

Modifié le dimanche 09 décembre 2007 13:30

** Why Give Up? ** ... En attendant un vrai article __________________________________ The smile on your face is just for show Inside you're screaming let me go ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯

** Why Give Up? ** ... En attendant un vrai article __________________________________ The smile on your face is just for show Inside you're screaming let me go ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯
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And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
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Je me demande souvent pourquoi... pourquoi jamais rien ne se passe comme prévu, pourquoi parfois c'est mieux, pourquoi parfois c'est pire...
Je me demande pourquoi il y en a qui ne vivent que dans leurs rêves et qui ont mal à chaque fois qu'ils se réveillent.
Je me demande pourquoi il y en a qui choisissent de se battre et d'autres de se laisser écraser par le poids de leur(s) souffrance(s)...
Je me demande pourquoi il y en a qui ont de la chance dans leur vie et d'autres qui enchainent les merdes...
Je me demande pourquoi rien n'est simple, pourquoi on complique les choses...
Je me demande pourquoi on s'emballe, pourquoi on se fait des films alors qu'il ne faut pas et qu'il n'y aucune raison d'en faire...
Je me demande pourquoi on demande toujours l'impossible...
Je me demande s'il y en a qui sont comme moi...
Je me demande pourquoi, je me demande si, je me demande comment, je me demande quand... et puis, je ferme les yeux... que pouvons-nous faire d'autre que de prendre comme ça vient et d'essayer de s'en sortir du mieux qu'on peut ?

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I'm sittin' here all by myself
Just tryin' to find somethin' to do
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Dans neuf ans, je ne pourrai strictement plus rien y faire... En vaut-il la peine? D'utiliser toute cette énergie? I will go on until the end... am I strong enough? as i wait in my silent misery...

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• Titre : ♫ Until the End - Breaking Benjamin // listen // lyrics et ♫ Hello Hello - SR-71 // listen // lyrics
• Paratexte : ♫ Sorry, Blame it on Me - Akon // listen // lyrics et ♫ A Lonely September - Plain White T's // listen // lyrics
• Photo : la Statue de la Liberté, New York, USA - 8.09.07
• Film à voir : ► Boys Don't Cry de Kimberly Pierce, avec Hilary Swank // synopsis // bande-annonce

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# Posté le mardi 23 octobre 2007 11:34

Modifié le vendredi 09 novembre 2007 11:22

** We Can't Find The Need To Stay ** .... ... .... ... ... and leave this mess behind ... ... .... ...

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out of my life
out of my mind
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... Hoping to find a savior ...

...
click here
and here


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• Titre : ♫ Fairytale Gone Bad - The Sunrise Avenue // listen // lyrics
• Paratexte : ♫ Fairytale Gone Bad - The Sunrise Avenue et Evil Angel - Breaking Benjamin
• Video : ► Evil Angel - Breaking Benjamin // lyrics

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# Posté le vendredi 12 octobre 2007 18:10

Modifié le dimanche 09 décembre 2007 10:02